30 april 2010 : 100 days without ue .
i can say todae is a meaningful day cos it shows how much i have become independent .
and the ans is i've only grow independent by just a bit .
at times , i still looked into those sweet msg that ue had sent and those pictures .
cos the feeling is still there but i'm trying my best to let it go because it's totally impossible .
though ue said that we shouldn't be friends and i said it's childish for ue saying that . but still ue are my friend and will always be .
those memories will be kept and not be forgortten .
those days when we first know each other , talk on the phone , msg one another , bus-ed home together , lunch-ed together , movie together , after sch study in class together , went to escaped early in de morning and come out 30 mins ltr ,our first dine in at fish&co and jack's place , studying in yoshinoya at gws , first neo print we took , celebration during birthdae , quarreling over whose is going to win , present we had exchanged and much more ...
i've got lot's of things to ask ue :
how have ue been doing ? i guess studies is great for ue right ? how's ryan ? how he has recover his fall the other time . how's ur grandmother and ur family members ? not skipping meal right ?
just want to let ue know that ue were once a great bf (:
thanks for being there for me at times , thanks for buyin prepaid cards when ue are on holidae just to chat wif me at night , i really appreciate that .
i'm sorry for those quarrels and misunderstanding):
i will try my very best to put everything behind me :P
takecare<3

HAPPY BELATEDD BIRTHDAE DAD !
kushinb-bo was great , when in at 7.29 went out at 9 . i think
then saw poh rong , trck meng anad kai jun along with some girls .
after that went home . okay , anw i just gave up an iphone cos i think i dun have the reason using it , so shall let my daddy use it .
cos i think he needs it more than i need .
anw , THANKS BEST FRIEND !(:

just have the urge to blog todae . yuppie !(:
last week was a long week to me . and every single day seems so long . except for thursdae . cos thursdae went out wif dearest dadang , ion > lucky plaza > ion > vivo .
we went to ion and collect ice cream from swenson .
i bluff them an got myself another 2 scoop of ice cream . yummy yummy .
after that went to vivo to get the yougort .
it's was on 1-1 promo so we had 1 each .
it's worth it if it's on promo but if got no promo probabaly too ex le . cos one regular cup is like $5.10 . but it's nice !(:
esp the original one . oh ya , btw the shop name is OIO .
shall talk about the lecturer of mine for last week .
she totally dunno how to teach .
seriously ! when we asked questions she dun ans directly if not she will skip our questios . suck lor , then we write feedback form back . haahas :D
she dun even give tips for the test lahs .
this week one was alright lahs , at least better then the last week one .
tml is DADDY'S birthdae . can't wait for tml to come !!:]
KUSHIN-BO HERE I COME !((:
btw i wanted to post photos but blogger like got problem sia .
anw can view those photos in FB :D

p.s day96 : i still think of ue at times<3

shall start my post wif school first . school started on mondae and fri is the ending of first module le . super fast sia (:
made new friends there , everybody there are friendly and i found out that there is a huge age diffences between one and another .
my studies need a lot of group work so will be working wif my teamates (:
my first new friend is JESSICA FU QI HUI:D
sch will start at 2 and ends at 6 for the first two mnths i think . can't wait for the two weeks break ! cos dad says most probably we will be going GENTING(:
long time never go le:D , woots:P
okayy thats all for sch stuff (:
now let's proceed on to why i post out DEFEATED QUEEN photo .
cos it will be starring at 10pm tonight at channel U
my dearest ruan jing tian <3
though i watched it before , but i will still watch again .
everybody must watch the show cos myruan jing tian inside . hahas:DD
this film carries lots of memories , cos i could still rmb we used to challenge and see who finished the last episode first . and ue will always let me win no matter wad ?
show somehow reflects back to those old times .
okayy shall end here :P
> 84dae . congrats(:

finally had a chance to try SWENSON'S ICE CREAM BUFFET !
bestie went wif me to ion . she ordered her lamp chop and i went for the buffet .
though we were told not to share but we still did . noob sia the ppl there (:
after mousiee came to find us and i bus-ed home first .
shall end here .
THANKS BESTIE , I'M FEELING MUCH BETTER NOW (:
dun worry much :D