my lunch :)
ADELE HUANG JIA YING IS PROHIBITED FROM READING THIS POST :)
i've regreted for not tellin ue , i have got my own reason . if i knew the endin would be like that , i rather not ask anything . but i guess its too late . i no i am not supopose to do that , i can tell that ue are realli mad at it , cos i could tell from how ue reply me and evrything . ue said ue wanted to forget it , but i guess ue will not , cos my image in ue have alr been destroyed . i guessed i have dissapoint ue . i guess i am selfish , i am selfish to hold on to ue when i shold not have even , cos sooner or later we have to be parted . when i need ue by myself , i said i wanted ue . but when i am busy wif smthing, i replied ur msg late , how selfish i am . i guess my miss ue lots lots have gone and never be bck . do take care of urself , dun ever skip meals , cos i no ue are not feeelin well too . get well soon . ue said ue wanted to be like de past , but i guess its impossible as i am workin & due to the current thingy , i jus cant forgive myself even if ur forgive me . the better ue are to me , the more guailty i am . i dun deserve a good man like ue , i'm sorry bout everything . ue asked me not to say sorry , but i guess a thousand sorry will never be enough , I'M SORRY :(